Diamond Lotus

You

are the

lotus

my

broken diamond

*

your prism

vitality

shines

from you

*

though

no sunlight

finds you

here

in

the depths

of

this forgotten mire

*

How crystal transparent

that heart

of you

fragile diamond

*

a flowering beauty

in this

swamped slough

of misery

*

You shine alone

in this

unjeweled night

*

and you

shame

the stars

*

who have forgotten

the haunted

places

Floating Flowers

My Great Grandmother

French Indian Border Reiver

Bare feet
Carry restless legs
Through darkest back wood night
Where stripped bare trees
Bid stars to shine on high so bright

Sweat laden chest
Causes cross to cling on breast
While white breath
On winter wind
In panic comes to rest

Mother straps sleepless babe
Over mad pounding of heart in chest
Closing her eyes
She floats down stream
Past empty burning nests

In hopes of reaching
Freedom’s dream
On the shores
Of the sun drenched west

*************************

Written in memory of women

who survived forced migration

Rutting Bull Dance

Golden brown hair
worn in a loose braid
tickles my back

My eyes
are bohemian blue

I am 5 foot 7 inches
and weigh 150 pounds
of solid lean muscle

I am built like a man
with large teenage breasts

My nails grow long like stone
from the tips of my fingers

My hands are calloused
from swinging a double edge axe
with deadly force

I wear a size 9 work boot
covered in red mud

I smell like leather
rolled corn and oats
mixed with the sweat of livestock

I have the natural stride of a man
with a thousand mile stare

I have the punch
of a ten pound cannon ball
and the kick of a mule

I have a mind
that is not afraid to speak

I like cold bacon beans
and cornbread

buttermilk
for my drink

I rise up
with the sun
and
go to the ground
with the moon.

From tree tops
I sing away
all my own sorrows

I bathe in rivers
and streams

I sigh deeply
under a sky
full of stars

I fear no man
or beast
of the field

I talk to God
all day
and
clean my shotgun
every night

Today I am dancing a jig
at a country shin dig

And all the young single men
Are wishing they owned enough ponies
to make me their bride

She Said

She said

I believe that for every

bus missed

somewhere out there

a train gets caught

and

it isn't what you are not

or

what you think you haven't got

She said

I might breathe out

this breath

that I'm breathin' in

but

its only in an effort

to resurrect

this life I'm livin'

She said

nothing outside

my front or back door

shocks or appalls

my mind any more

or

at least that’s what I tell myself

as I drag my heart across this floor

She said

if you only knew

the truth

of

the life inside

these shoes

oh Lord

you'd wanna walk

barefoot too


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